she dreams of the day she will meet the love of her life

she dreams of saying “I’ve been missing you forever”

she dreams that she was instead in her bed lying next to her lover

she dreams of how she wishes she could change her dark, cruel reality

she dreams she could touch his soft skin

she dreams of rustling his curly hair between her smooth and silky feminine hands

she dreams of the dress she would wear to her wedding

she dreams of her wedding with him

she dreams of how she wishes she had died long, long ago

she awakens to the sounds of her brand new heels tapping on the cemented sidewalk

she awakens to the eerie and ominous place of which her love resides

she awakens to the freezing temperature of the cold ground

she awakens to the trembling sound of her voice

she awakens to the realization he probably isn’t listening to her anymore

she awakens to the thought that he is as cold and still as a rock

she awakens to the unfortunate reality that he is now a mere memory

she awakens to the fact that he has been dead for much too long

she dreams of bringing him back